I Am Back

Well December was a whirlwind with 2 hospital stays-- one just before Christmas. But we made it through the month. Even though things have been hard, God has really been comforting me with his presence.

I have been struggling with not feeling very useful and feeling guilty because I have had to depend on Kenny for so much help. Kenny is so amazing and never complains about having so much on his plate. But I know he is tired and feels overwhelmed a lot of the time!

I keep praying for healing and relief. I hope that season is coming soon. But Jesus has been working on my heart to be content even if I am sick.

Last night I was feeling discouraged because I couldn't even do our grocery shopping. I didn't want to send Kenny out after the long day he had. Then Kenny suggested Amazon Fresh-grocery shopping online! I had checked out Amazon Fresh before for things like milk and eggs but wasn't too happy with their prices. However when I was looking at other items last night, I thought their prices were pretty comparable on most things. So I did my grocery shopping on Amazon Fresh and felt like I had accomplished something and contributed! The groceries were on our doorstep before 6am this morning in cold totes and Kenny was able to put the groceries away before he went to work. :)